work.

here's the thing about the magazine.

i like the magazine. i pretty much like the people at the magazine. i LOVE being home and the workload is def less than am used to (both a good and a bad thing). ive had to do some scary things, but im hopefully getting over it.

thing is, i dont think i ever felt so misunderstood in my life. i realize how whiny that sounds. but have you ever been in a situation like that? where you feel people are getting the wrong vibe off of you? i guess to a point you have to know thats your own g-damn fault, but it also makes me way more sad than im used to being about what people may/may not think about me. not sure that theres any backtracking in this instance, though. so i guess thats it.

grumble.