5.21.2009

yes! want!


[you buy it too, yes?]

oh, lev.


Lev: You're adorable.
me: i know
but thanks for saying so anyhow
Lev: I dont really like how logical you are though. We're gonna have problems down the road if you keep making me do logical things that I want to crap out on for no reason.

5.20.2009

"glee" was as good as expected.

talked to john, brain explodes.


it was very short, and in response to an email i sent him about being nervous about some stuff and he reached out. of course it was nice, but it wasnt at all stirring and it likely wont happen again for another few years. i'm glad he is okay (albeit, not entirely engaged). mostly, im just jealous that hes in california. i want!

5.16.2009

yes! truest found words so far.



Baby, you'll come knocking on my front door
Same old line you used to use before
I said hey well... what am I supposed to do
I didnt know what I was getting into

So you've had a little trouble in town
Say you're keeping some demons down
Stop draggin my...
Stop draggin my...
Stop draggin my heart around

Its hard to think about what youve wanted
Its hard to think about what youve lost
This doesnt have to be the big get even
This doesnt have to be anything at all

I know you really want to tell me good-bye
I know you really want to be your own girl

Baby, you could never look me in the eye
Yeah you buckle with the weight of the world
Stop draggin my...
Stop draggin my...
Stop draggin my heart around

Theres people running round loose in the world
Aint got nothin better to do
Than make a meal of some bright eyed girl
You need someone to look after you

I know you really want to tell me goodbye
I know you really want to be your own girl

Baby you could never look me in the eye
Yeah you buckle with the weight of the world
Stop draggin my...
Stop draggin my...
Stop draggin my heart around

Stop draggin my heart around

miss you.

5.15.2009

thanks, [grey's anatomy voiceover].


Did you say it? "I love you. I don't ever want to live without you. You changed my life." Did you say it? Make a plan. Set a goal. Work toward it, but every now and then, look around; Drink it in 'cause this is it. It might all be gone tomorrow.

ha! again. [keep 'em coming, need the laughs]


Dating Don’ts: How To Translate Eight Dating One-Liners
3. I’m friends with all my exes. I need the ego boost that can only come from surrounding myself with people I’ve seen naked. You will see this as a positive marker of my maturity at first, but when the only friends I introduce you to are people I used to have sex with, it will quickly start to grate on your nerves.
[the frisky]

ha!


[frisky]

[lemondrop]

beautiful family! miss you!

file it away, but...

5.11.2009

creepy good.

no sex til' marriage.


"I'm not saying wait until marriage. But I think with every guy, it's not totally outrageous for you to ask yourself if you trust him with your body -- and your heart. If you feel comfortable and ready, then you have my blessing (not that you need it). So yeah -- I'll never experience sex with anybody else. But I'll also never experience the crap that so many of my beautiful and intelligent friends go through in the name of sex. I thank God for my husband every day, and thanks to him, I've never, ever questioned my value based on the fact that the guy didn't call me the next day ... 'cause the guy lives here."
[Lemondrop annon. story]

nirvana, always.

5.08.2009

letters to a 16-year-old self.


“Tears splash on to my keyboard now. I am perhaps happier now than I have ever been and yet I cannot but recognize that I would trade all that I am to be you, the eternally unhappy, nervous, wild, wondering and despairing 16-year-old Stephen: angry, angst-ridden and awkward but alive. Because you know how to feel, and knowing how to feel is more important than how you feel. Deadness of soul is the only unpardonable crime, and if there is one thing happiness can do it is mask deadness of soul.”
[stephen fry]

beautiful.